It's not over yet!

Help help help!!!!!!

I'm having a heart attack. Panic attack. Somebody slap me.

The conditional offer from Monash is NULL. VOID. NADA. INVALID.

ARGH!!! Why is this happening to me?!

Why would they send a frigging CONDITIONAL offer asking you to fulfill their CONDITIONS before they OFFER you a place and then NOT OFFER you one when you have fufilled their frigging CONDITIONS?

*Hyperventilates*

Conclusion, I'm between a rock and wall now.

I have an offer from RMIT which is due next week. My agent said that she has spoken to one of the coordinators and has supplied a one week extension - 24th Jan. But I don't trust these people anymore. If they can go back on their word even if it's in WRITTEN form, what good is a VERBAL agreement?

I'm on the waiting list for both Monash and LaTrobe now. Why didn't I push myself earlier?!?!?!?!?! Then I wouldn't be in this predicament right now.

What should I do?!
Wait? Accept? Wait? Accept?

At this stage I have difficulty, what's going to happen when I apply for Masters? Would I get through? I doubt myself even more now. Who am I kidding? Maybe I'm not meant to do this. Is this an indication that I can't succeed at this level? Is this too much for me?

Help..