I don't know whether it's a good thing or bad..
I'm feeling extremely disappointed right now. Sad.. but disappointed really. I guess I knew it would happen. It couldn't go on forever. I just never thought I would be the one to end it.
Maybe I'll write about this now, and two days later we're back to being friends again. Do I look forward to that? I don't know. Life like this might be better. Or it may not. Only time will tell.
For all the times I've gotten myself into scrapes, this is the first time I've pulled away first. Truth hurts. This is the first time I've tasted it rather than waiting for a long stream of neverending pretense on my part.
You taught me to be strong dear boy.. and I'm really trying this time.
Ladies and gentlemen, if you think waking up is hard, try falling asleep.
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